It's hard

Assalamualaikum semua and Hi :3

Well I love to write a song. I wrote lots and I don't even know how the beat . Cause I don't know how to play and instrument . Boo-Hoo me. This is one of it :

You have given an undertaking,

I gave my trust,

I gave it all. 

You said you love me,

All you gave was beautiful lies.

It seems to be hard.

Well, I smile tried to hide all the pains.

You want me back,

I gave you chances.

I can see we're not meant to be.

Knowing you before, 

was way so different now.

Where I can see the real you.

You're like knives with your words.

You're like a devil in front of me.

I'm asking you why?

Where's the old you ?

The one who sacrificed everything .

The new you,

tore my heart to thousand pieces.

We used to have a sparkle situation ,

What I have now is just tears and emptiness.

It's hard to believe.

It's hard to handle.

It's hard to accept it.

It's all hard now.